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Wednesday, February 23, 2011

Hope, yaaaaa'll

In my opinion, Hope is the prettiest word known to man. Hope is the essence of things we dream about, but have no cemented assurance it will happen. I love hope. Hope has represented everything that I've gone through the past few years. I hoped I would not feel anger or guilt about my dad's passing. I hoped that things would fall into place when I moved to North Louisiana and once again to California. Everything I've ever dealt with, I'd had to have a feeling of hope. I believe I've made it through with God and a side of hope. I have so much hope that the past couple years, the efforts I've been making in certain parts of my life. I hope I won't regret the things I've sacrificed and the things I've gone out on a limb to gain. I hope for my future and for the future of my friends and my family. Hope. In the next few months, I will have so much hope. Prayers and hope more than ever. I'll keep you updated on that in the future.

Other than that rant about that 4-letter word, I just probably say some things about my life
-I've been able to hold my tongue to a certain someone(s) who have been saying and doing the dumbest things. I'll hold my tongue for now, until my assistance is needed. I give it a week.
-I've actually caught up on schoolwork that I missed cause of the tonsillitis and I'm lazy
-I've had so much time to spend with my friends and my precious Shabnam
-My grandparents are in town and I've been whooping in some Shanghai.. until tonight.

HOPE all is well.

Love & Creep,
Jess

2 comments:

  1. I love Shanghai but never knew how to spell it... so thanks for that.
    & as odd as this may sound, the word hope reminds me of the word precious... "I WANTTO WASHH PRECIOUS!"

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  2. awwww you made my day and cry, when i read this!
    i really never thought that i mean something to you and i thought i annoy you the most of the time and that we dont get along!
    but no... YOU are also so precious to me!
    i love you so muuuuch, so unbelievable much!
    <3<3 you tooo gina<3

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