WHIRLWIND

There are so many things on my mind. So many things that have happened in the past week, that I literally have no idea how to process my life right now. I'm currently on the verge of a nervous breakdown, but I'm holding up.

First of all, I'm in Louisiana for the summer already. My grandpa got sick so we had to come out here quickly, and my school allowed me to finish school online.
I got my ACT scores back and I made a 26. For those who don't know how those scores work, a 26 isn't bad.
With that score, I can more than $3200 a semester at the school I want to go to... the university that has tuition of $2,220 a semester.  So, I would be going to college for free. .
...On one condition: I graduate from a Louisiana high school.

The past week has been a whirlwind of figuring out how exactly I'm going to move here and what school I'm going to and who I'm gonna live with and so much more. We want to figure everything out soon so we can pull me out of my private school in California to start paying for my school here, if we need to. I'm under a lot of pressure to prove to everyone that I can do that. On top of everything, there was a break-up and I'm trying to finish my junior year minus teachers and *cue tears* everything is so great and so bad at the same time.

Sometimes I ask God why my life is so complex. I guess I forget sometimes that I'm not the only one.

Wish me luck with whatever.
No, better yet, PRAY FOR ME.

Love & Creep,
Jess